Damn..
This is torturing.
Must try again, and I know I can do it!
I'm gonna stop texting him, stop calling him, just stop looking for him again. But, stop thinking about him?Erm, that's impossible. LOL.
Newayz, all gonna be good. But he said he's coming to KL for new year and for the gathering. Well, hope to see you then. But for now, diet diet and diet!!!!!Very Importante!!Must look good!!Hehe..
u kno u love me,
-x.o.x.o.-
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This is something I learned about Love that I think I should share to you. It is very long, but please don’t rush through it, take your time to read and give each word time to sink in.
Nathra, you've been through a lot of hurtful things, painful longing and missing fulfillment in your life— perhaps more than others; but down to the core we are all searching for that one same thing; Love.
It gets a little religious from here on, but I think it’s beautiful and it answers so much, so hear it out. We’re all souls created by God, and before we were sent here (I think you may be familiar with this story), our souls were met with Allah s.w.t. Tasked to become His khalifas in this world. But, we were told that we will forget Him. And our souls were truly sad by this, unwilling to leave Allah side, but we abided, and we promised never to forget Him. To search for him in the life we were about to embrace.
And then we were sent here, where we are now. And we are searching, searching for a certain fulfillment, yet we don’t know where to find them—in our parents, siblings, companions. Or in things: money, objects, fame, whatever. Never enough. There are times where you feel most alone, in a world full of people, even if you have someone truly caring for you. Or even when you truly love someone. There’s still a void. Do you know why?
It is this soul, our subconscious, the one aware of things beyond our mind, that soul who has met and promised and is looking for God. It is the longing for God’s Love, of which they (or rather, we) have once felt before—
for God loves us in amounts thousand-folds than what we could ever experience here;
And this is the reaction of a soul that has made a promise to see Him again,
and is always longing to see Him again.
People come, and people go. You may not know it, but your soul has its own mission to fulfill—to search the best it can for God’s Love in this world (in your parents, siblings, friends and companions), and ultimately, to find His Love again. It may not be this person, or the next, or the next, but eventually, if you remember that these worldly searches are all merely for laying your path to see Him again, you won’t feel so much a grief for the loss of an unanswered love—we mourn, then we move on.
What I am saying is, the pain is not at all a bad thing—the pain is natural; and the pain is that soul in you that is in search of Him, so think of Him when you hurt, think of the happiness you will feel once you’ve seen Him again. Truly. You will be able to feel it; He is closer to you than the heart that beats in your chest.
And as for a boy, he’s just a boy, there’s all there is to it—why waste that beautiful affectionate feeling away to one who doesn’t take it. You’ll have more to give to the more people you will meet or the people you already have. Don’t waste it hanging on to one. Life moves on, love goes unending, so don’t give it a full stop. And if no one else in the world seems to understand how much love you have to give—
He waits for you to call to Him
every
single
moment
of your life.
i just like him. i don't love him.Mr.E...hehe..hmm...
But thanks for the long comment :)
It's meaningful.
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