wow...unbelievable but somehow,its true...

hmm....well...its done...im really goin to uk this time....unbelievable....scary...but...its true...omg...im scared...but cant wait to go...but i feel sad having to leave my babies...im gonna miss my 9 babies...arrow,fantasy,misse,soxy,rasta,smeagol,teddie,maddox and muffin....goshh...and my parents...mummy and daddy...my sisters..nadia and natassia...my love bed..huhu....i wish i cud talk to someone bout this...my sis or somebody...but...no one will hear me...they will say choose 1...future or the loved ones...damn...y must human make such devistating decisions?it unfair..isnt it?i wish i have an alien fren who wud listen and gimme gud ideas..maybe like doraemon or something...then he cud open a door which wud lead me straight home without having to take a flight back to malaysia...damn it...but of course...that's all just phantasies....rite...it cant be true...coz...if it is true..then people might kidnapp it to use it for some other reasons...hmm...well maybe it is like what i have said...if u love a person,u must learn to let them go...so...in order to have a better future(which i must have education),i have to leave everything behind...aint that true...goshh...but...i dont wanna be all alone in some country whom i dont knoe anyone...that's so cruel...celebrating your birthday alone,celebrating raya alone,if u r sick u bear it alone...aint fair at all...damnnn....y cant things be easy and fair...??god oh god....u r great...

-scared-
princess nathra

wow...here i am again...thinking...whut shud i write this time....i left all my poems at home..so..no poems for now...hmm...well,well...let's see...maybe i shall talk bout...how much i love my babies...my cats...i have 9 of them...oh gosh...i have so much to say bout them...just cant stop..so i better not start..huhu...owh..i just think there's sumthing bout me and animals...its like..i have a connections with them or sumthing...hmm..wow wii junior jucci...wkakakka....klaa...damn bored...dont think i have anything interesting to say anymore....so...thnx 4 reading my blog yahh...huhu....love u all...muahhhxxx....

love,
-princess nathra-