Tuesday, May 31, 2011

bullshitting 101~#91 -Life updates

Woah...


Feels sooo long since I logged on here.


Well, no, I never forgotten that I have a bloglife. LOL. I've been busy.


Here's the updates.

1) OMG, work? Damn, I should have studied super hard in high school so I could work with animals now instead of the lame art world. Haih. Art actually don't even matter in my life. -REGRETS.


2) My work? Well it's ok lah. My superiors are treating me fine. My graphic design 'sifu', well I call him sifu coz he's my senior and he's like super fast at work. WOAH!!I'm so jealous of his great talent. But there is this si pendek who's so effing annoying and I hate her so much that I can puke in her car, on her face, and this is just not normal puke, it's blood puke!!URGH! Yes, that is how much I hate her. Haha. My friend cik L, I like to be friends with her. She's nice. And also cik G, she's sweet. Part of me feels like quitting, like giving up. But, I'm not a quitter, I only say the word 'quit', like a million times, but I never had the guts to do it. Haih..Dunno lah. My sister and bro in law ask me to quit. I mean, seriously, what kind of workplace don't even support your medical bills..HAIH...Damn, I'm lost. If I quit, I don't think I would wanna stay in the design world. I wanna work with animals SOOO BADLY!!!


3) At this age, my hearts beats even faster when I think of animals. My love for animals is becoming too strong that even I myself is so afraid. Shhh. This is a secret and you readers are the 1st to know. When I see those dead carcasses lying helplessly on the road, OMG, I could stand it. The more I see, the more I wanna lock myself in a dark room forever. Is that possible?Coz I would love to do it. Last month, in April, I saved a helpless little kitten from the road, she was just waiting for death to happen. I brought her home, Dad scolded me, Mom did too, but I rather get all the scoldings than just leaving the kitten behind. If you readers saw what I saw, you'd do the same thing. And even till today, I can never get that picture out of my head, it's like a broken record playing over and over again. Anyway, she's healthy now, and she's like a little devil. Seriously. Everyone has scratches all over. LOL.


4) My baby Abang(Arrow), he's super old. He's so skinny, seriously, like just bones and skin and fur. Yesterday I saw his picture when he was so healthy, I just cried. I would rather have his sickness than letting him have his sickness. He can't even walk straight anymore. :'( 


5) Since my Apuchi left this world, I'm missing her. Hmm. I wish she was still around. :(


6) My graduation will be happening this Saturday. OMG! Scary. What should I do on that day. ARGHHH!!!

Anyway, my lappie's battery is running low. Will update real soon. Promise..hehehe..

u kno u love me,
-x.o.x.o.-