Laughter the best medicine -->its true!

Well,as a 19 year old teenager,i do really have strange feelings.There are times,ermm..most of the time,when I suddenly become sad and gloomy and start crying-->thinking bout life actually..Yeahh,so,usually,the "cry time" starts around 7pm and above..hehe..but whenever I cry,my sister will happen to be coming in the room after her bath..and she will just say things that is stupid,but funny though....and I who was suppose to continue crying,can't stop bursting out laughing,and damnn I feel good after the laugh...So,whenever you guys are sad,try watching funny shows,or make your frens crack a joke..It really works..

Yesterday,Today,Tomorrow...-->my own poem again!!

Yesterday...
I was foolish,
I played so much,
And I forgot about time.
Yesterday...
I was just a child,
I haven't woke up from my dreams,
And I am not the person I am today.
Today...
I've grown up,
I've learnt the human's living,
I've learnt a teenage step,
And I've moved on to a new world.
Today,
I'm speechless for who I am,
I'm just a teenage girl,
And I still have a whole way to go.
Tomorrow...
Am I the person I was yesterday?
I've grown up into an adult,
I'll be a successful person,
And I will be proud of myself.
Tomorrow...
It will be unbelievable,
As I move further,
Into a sophisticated person,
With money to matter.
Now...
I've realized,
That there are things we must achieve,
To be somebody in life.
Now...
I've learnt something,
Something that is useful,
That I have to face life,
And only I who can make,
Me be somebody I am now...

-created by [me] on the 23rd October 2003-

The Other Me-->my own poem again!!

She was there,
Lying in the bath tub,
Tub filled with water,
It shows she was bathing then.
But it's weird and odd,
That the water was red,
And her eye lids were shut.
I went near, for a clearer view,
I called her name,
But there was no respond.
Is she dead?,I asked my self.
How did this happen?
I was in fear,
I left the room, running out the front door,
Knowing who did this,
I ran away as far as I could,
I know by the time they knew who killed her,
I wont be there anymore...
But in my heart, I spoke softly,
I didn't mean to kill her,
It was the other me...

-created by [me] on 23/03/05-

Past,Present And Future-->my own poem again!!

In the past,
Life was filled with beautiful memories,
But at the same time,
Alot of mistakes has been done,
Mistakes that has shouldnt been taken,
And shouldnt be learned,
But somehow,
There was still sweet memories,
That have brought happiness,
Which no one could ever imagine...
But now(present)
Mistakes is still part of life,
Which has taught me alot,
And gave me sence to what is in reality,
Life is still going on,
And has to be carried for the future,
I've learned that changes in life can only be made by me,
To give me a better future...
For the future,
Alot of plans have been made,
To success well indeed,
To be a person then,
Mistakes may still happen,
But lots of thoughts will be made before,
For me to carry on,
Without repeating mistakes,
That can ruin every plan,
To make a better future...
Somehow I know who I am,
A person who needs to carry on,
No matter what comes ahead,
Even if it is not me who plans what is next,
But I know somehow,
I have to make it come true...

-created by [me] on the 17th Mac 2005-

Mother/Father-->one of my own poem

When I'm down,You lifted me up.
When I'm in darkness,You brought me cureness.
When I'm scared,You brought me comfort.
When I'm sad,You brought me laughter.
Now when I lost you,
Then I realize,
What life could be without you,
I'm crying everyday,
But you aren't there to make me laugh,
I'm scared out here,
But you aren't there to comfort me,
I'm suffering in pain,
But no one came to cure me,
I'm now all alone in the dark,
You aren't there to bring me light,
Now when I lost you,
I really miss you,
I want you by myside,
I need your love,
I suffer every day and night,
If only you would be here,
If only I could hug you,
If only I could kiss you,
If only I could tell you again,
That I really love you.

-created by [me] on the 26th Oct 2003-

Kajang-->City of Hell!!

have u ever wondered what's like living in kajang?think about hell,u can straight know what it feels like then!!Gosh..the traffic,the people,the shops...owh god...the traffic is like crazie..the people are weird,except me and my family..hehe..the shops are nutz..and never2 have the feeling of going to "metro kajang"-->(the only shopping mall in kajang) on a Sunday!!wanna know y?coz u will be asking ur self,like i did once, "am i in malaysia or am i in their country?" and the their here means the foreigners..gosh...and every time my friends ask me out to kajang on a sunday,i will definately say no..unless i really really need to get something...so..that's it bout kajang..whut do u think?

Sick of home..I think..

Can u guys imagine staying at home all day long, all week?? goshh...that's what happens to me..thank god i have my sis..she makes me can't wait for d weekends..she brings me out,and pay for me too..hehe..she's d best!!i love her...otherwise,monday to friday, me at home all day..doing nothing, waking up late, walking up and down in the house, playing with my babies(cats), basically, doing nothing laa...hmm..maybe u guys should try doing that and feel what i feel..it sux!!trust me...