the rain..today...soaked me..

today,
rained heavily in sunway..
me and pern,walked back to my car...
WOW!!!
i was soaking wet wen i got into my car..(omg,sounds wrong)
hahaha...but yet,the experience...was so great...
i never actually did that...i repeat,NEVER!!!
never ever walked in the heavy rain..
hmm..i bet its darn damn romantic if u walk with ur loved once...
i can already imagine,by now..me and IED,walking..laughing..holding hands..
all under the rain...
hmmmm.......

money money money!you're so funny!!!

owh man...
im so dead deja pissed at him..
dont they think...

already i dont even go hangout with friends..
im not working..
i definately dont have sisters who gives me pocket money..
and i definately dont get any so called allowance..

and each week,he onli gives me rm50...
and the government has this huge hobby of taking their citizens money right...so,
rm1.60+rm1.60 goes to the toll..journey to college..
if im late,rm1.00 for another toll,silk highway..
all this is just for 1way journey..how bout return??

now my class 3days only..yesterday,i did my printing..so i gave him a receipt that written rm10...
he says 'now i no money..btw,ur college 3days only wat..'

im so hurt...owh man...tears are in my eyes now,even by just writing this..arghh...
how cud he do this to me?
see,that's why,i shouldnt even study anymore...
i shud just work...then at least i can have my own fucking pocket money...arghhh...

but sometimes,i think,
if i wasnt born in to this world,they wont suffer...
their burden will be done...coz both my sisters is now working...
maybe i was a huge mistake...

money money money,
you're so funny,
in my fucked up world...

in Johor...

why is there such humans beings living in this world?
and yet,they are still being called a human?
sadly enough,they are the one with brains..

news:in Johor,dog's head was thrown near a drain...

what happened to the rest of the body?
unbelievable,but true,its being EATEN!!!
by stupid,shouldnt be alive human beings...

and i ask my self,what,isnt there enough meat/food in this world?

i also heard stories,that in vietnam,people eat dogs and cats,therefore its hard to find stray animals around...

sick!sick!SICK!!SICK!!SICK!!

if i own this world,i will make sure,these people who does such act,will suffer to DEATH!!

you came and left..just like that..

ive noticed...
what friends are for..who my true friends are,and who's not...
i had a friend,who wuz close to me...
but i lost her..to so many reasons..
why the hell did we have to end up like this?
friends come and go..i hope,pern will come and never go..
but to the ones,who terasa,yang pk that you are one of them who came and left....
maybe,dah takdir...maybe,mmg dah tertulis,u wont be that special one...
but its ok,i will remember our shared moments together...
but,im pissed...for so many reasons...that u never knew,and u will never know...

what's going on?

all u see in the papers: POLITICS
all u see on tv: POLITICS
all u see around the government: POLITICS

can i please have some peace,and good image to the world please?
maybe this is why,i dont understand a thing about politics..
maybe this is why,i hate politics..

come on,what happen to peace?love?cooperate?friendship?
what you give is what you get..
what you gonna get,is what you have gave...

well,well...

i miss iedrus so much..
that it just doesnt matter anymore..
that i just dont care anymore..
but i managed to ask his brother and his exhousemate la..
hmmm...
ive been thinking..
now,i waited almost 2months..
then,months after months..i will still wait patiently...
then,after 7months,if still no call,nothing,what's gonna happen?
do i have to go search for him?or will he look for me?
do i have to still go on waiting?hmmm...like a fool??hmmm...
im so in love with him...way too in love with him..
i wonder,
does he misses me as much as i miss him?
does he even think of me?
have he eaten?well enough?
is he fine?
is he being bullied?
i miss him..i love him...hope he will be fine...

i've been tag!!so are u pern!

Do you think you're hot?
owh,yes!!and crazy too...hehe..

Upload a favourite pic of you.

Why do you like that pic?
owh,coz i look F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S!!!hehehe...

When is the last time you ate pizza?
Ages ago..cant remember wen..owh,i miss the delicious taste of it..hmm..anyone,belanja me!!

The last song you listened to?
God Must Hate Me-Simple Plan

What are you doing now besides this?
YM'ing..

What name would you prefer besides yours?
NAT

People I Tag :
hmm..who r..can i tag back the same person?YESS!!
1.PERN
2.PERN
3.PERN
4.PERN
5.PERN

Who is no. 1?
my BFF!

No. 3 is having a relationship with...
the chocolate,KIT KAT

Say something about no. 5
if it wasnt for her(for so many reasons),i wouldnt be dating si polis(IED)

How about no. 4?
she's so fun!with her,we both can conquer the world of laughter and craziness!!

Who is no. 2?
she is,and forever will be my BFF!!!

mohd iedrus bin daud..

its been one month,one week now,still no calls...
im at the edge of giving up now..
but i still love him..
and im still waiting,and hope'ing..
what shud i do?
i need love...i want love..and i only want it from him..
he was my choosen one..
but then,maybe it is written in the book of life,
that i have to feel pain,suffer,n sadness..
because,almost all my life,thats what ive been going through...
it was never fair...never...
i think im losing it now..
arghh...

life..

life isnt that beautiful..
life isnt that fair..
life isnt that great..
life isnt that perfect..
how beautiful u want life to be,yet it is still too ugly..
how fair u want life to be,yet it is still unfair..
how great u want life to be,yet it still sucks..
how perfect u want life to be,yet it is so distorted..
but,no matter how much u want to change ur life,
never ever wished that u had someone else's life,
coz god gave each and every human,a unique life..
u can try to change ur destiny,but dont wish for something same like others.....

why?

its been a month now,and i still havent heard from iedrus..
what happened to him?i really dont know..
but i have this feeling like he forgotten my number...hmmm..
sad..so sad..how long more must i wait?
is it fair to be kept waiting?
is it fair to keep on waiting?
people out there,who is in love,but being left out,being pushed away..
thats not fair..
but mostly,it happens to girls..hmm...
why ya?
maybe we shud listen to beyonce's new song titled 'if i were a boy'..
its so true...hmmm...

ied..

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and even more,i miss u alot,too much,even more than much...

some..

some people,are just so lucky..
some are just so good in figure drawing..
some are happy being in their relationship..
some are so smart..
some are just so pretty..
some got their loved ones to call,and im just still waiting..
some are just so talented..
some are just good in anything..
some are just too rich..
some are just too nice..

but some people are also ungrateful,
some r good in what they do,yet,they compare themselves..
some have others too love them,yet,they only want one..
some are smart,but just too lazy..
some are rich but yet not grateful with those money..

sometimes,its nice to be those lucky ones..
sometimes,it sucks to be the lucky ones..
sometimes,its nice to be someone else..
sometimes,its just nice to be yourself..

WARNING!!

WARNING!!!!
DO NOT LET NATHRA DRINK COKE!!!
SHE WILL BE EXTRA HYPER AND CRAZY IF SHE DRINKS COKE N THERE'S NO WAY ON EARTH U CAN HANDLE HER!!!