Tuesday, September 27, 2011

bullshitting 101~#95 Mommy, find me a husband!

MOMMY, I wanna get married!!!


Oh Dear...


Yes, I want to get married. Oh all the pressure I get from friends my same age, getting married, having their second baby, married...Arghhh... It's making me crazy.


I'm aging, forward, not backwards. Where oh Where thou my future husband be?


Man.
Can they be trusted? Can he love more than how I love him? Can he be the perfect father to my children? Can he be a great husband for me? Bla Bla Bla...


Haih.. All these same bloody questions repeat again and again on my head. I want to love, but I'm scared to love, but I want to feel love, but I'm afraid of love. Damn you love. Love is not just a four letter word, love is not nice, love is evil, love is not beautiful, it is ugly. Hey, don't blame me for saying all this, cause this are all from my experience.


I want a man who can love me, who can treat me right, who can take care of me like how my parents did, who can respect me, who can accept me the way I am, who will always be there for me no matter what, who will give me all the attention (LOL, I love attention...), who loves animals just like how I do, and who's not afraid to tell me straight to my face and never hide things from me.


"Money is not everything. Looks does not matter. What matters is, the brain and the heart :) Because I believe that from the brain and the heart, you can achieve a whole lot of wonders." quote by Nathra ND


So, where oh where, thou my future husband be?


u know u love me,
-x.o.x.o.-