Sunday, June 25, 2006

hmmm....its been months...now..leaving it...

wow....started work on the 20th january 2005.....and 30th june will be my last day....damn....cant believe it laa....topshop midvalley is like part of my blood now...they r my family.....omg....time flyz by so fast ekkk....hmm....felt like i just started work yesterday...sad to leave work....but cant help it...need to continue study....hmm...well,i hope they will always be part of me....hmmm....love all d topshop peeps!!!

omg....friends??

have u guys ever felt like u guys have a so called nice,funnie,best friend?but they turn out to be......total shit??i have a fren...whom i like to be close with....but....since i introduced her to some other frenz....she backstabbed me by taking all my frenz away...man she's full of shit...she's a bitch!!!!SHE SHALL BURN IN HELL!!!shit...i so have to learn how to do voodoo...then just do it on her.....muahahahahhahahahhaha.....................................u bitch!!!fyruz!!!go to hell!!!!u shud burn in hell!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

natassia...

as i sit alone in this cold,lonely night,
i feel like the time has stopped,
everything is on pause mode,only me still left breathing here,
there's nothing i can do,
but somehow,memories of you are playing on my mind,
i wonder,are you ever coming back in my life,
or are you just gonna be in my memories forever,
wondering if we are gonna build new memories together,
like we used to,having so much fun,holding hands,
lying on a bed together with so much laughter,all that fun,i miss...
all those laughter,i cherish...
no matter what,you will always be mine...

Friday, June 09, 2006

egoku...egomu jua....

selalu aku terbayang,
setelah kini kita tidak bersama,
adakah kau gembira tanpaku di luar sana,
adakah kau mampu mencintai orang lain,
sebagaimana aku mencin tai dirimu,
pernah juga aku terfikir,
adakah kau teringatkan diriku ini,
adakah kau merindui belaianku,
sebagaimana aku merinduinya,
atau adakah kau juga masih mencintaiku,
sebagaimana aku masih mencintai dan merindui dirimu itu,
setiap saat,setiap hari,
mungkin juga,
kau tidak teringatkan diriku,
atau kau membenci diriku,
atau kau tidak mahu mempunyai kaitan atau ikatan dengan ku lagi,
mungkin semua ini benar,
cuma aku yang tidak mahu percaya,
atau mungkin,
aku membiarkan egoku bertakhta.....