ive just finished watching 'a Cinderella story'...
and i asked myself, when will my 'Cinderella' story happen?will it even happen,for me?im pretty sure, alot of u had it b4...hmmm...
well, im about to screw up my life..ive been slacking in college..im 100% sure that im gonna fail marker rendering class..and the others, im not sure..but, here i am, realizing, that this is the real me..im just a failure..a girl who has a bright oppurtunity in life, but chooses to be a failure dure to her lack of interest in studying..this is all because of her lack of having patience in life...
im scared at the same time..coz i keep questioning..all these questions in my mind..what's gonna happen in my future?
and, how will i tell my parents?that i am so interested in photography.and 5years ago, my sister asked me 'picture ur self in 5years time'...i just couldnt picture it..but now, i can picture my self as a professional photographer, of course with much learning, i know, i will be the best professional photographer some day...but, i have parents who thinks having a cert, just a paper, of a degree is so damn important..but they fail to see, that i am suffering, that i have no interest in studying anymore, and most importantly, i myself is dissapointed..because i cant be who they want me to be..but then, its always me sacrificing for them..when am i gonna sacrifice for my self?
bla bla bla..will update my blog soon..coz, tears are already in my eyes..i better stop writing now..
daaa...
