bullshitting 101~#52 Mr.M...

Who knew 4th November 2010 would be a lucky day.

I met someone,Mr.M.. The story goes like this...

It was his birthday. I wrote a post on his wall. Then we chat at facebook. I read his info, and I loved his bio. LOL. So we talked and talked,blablabla, we ended up continuing chatting on YM. I never felt so fun talking to a person before,honestly. Then he said he was gonna go to pyramid the next day(4th November la), so we planned to meet up. It was a 'blind date' kononnya. But damn, he bailed on me!!LOL~ but he has to work, so, understandable..:) Then two days after that(6th November), i texted him, so we planned on lunch, at MCD Bangi, but he had to go to Ikea with his mom. Understandable,family comes 1st. :) Then that night, we were suppose to hang out, but he lost his wallet(clumsy boy!!LOL), so the plan got cancelled again. It's ok, understandable too...:) Then, 7th November, we finally went according to plan, well, since Im always broke, he lost his wallet, and I hate public, so we hang out at the hill in Kajang. We sat there from 6+pm till 10pm, WOW, but it was amazing, especially sitting with him up there, talking, laughing, and watching crackers popping everywhere, and not forgetting, the weather was PERFECT that day!! He's amazing. He's who he is, just like from the chatbox. :) Well,usually, guys I meet, they are not at all like what they say,LOL...

Then, mom called(damn,if not,cud hang out longer with him,LOL) so I had to leave. I drove to 7e to get my dosh, then sent him back to his car where he parked. So, we were saying bye and stuff, and suddenly he just kissed me on my cheeks. That moment, I just can't explain the feelings, but OHMIGOSH, it was amazing. but I was shocked too at the same time. I really think my heart did stop for like 5seconds then(LMAO), then, I thought he was gonna go, but, he kissed my cheeks again..Seriously woo, guys wud usually go for the lips straight, but he didnt, he didnt cross the line, that's one amazing thing about him. AND OMG, HE HAS FUCKING SOFT HANDS,wow!hahaha..It was so sweet. That moment, was just again, WOW..

Anyway, the main thing I wanna say is actually, I think Im scared. Im scared to love. shiett right?hmmm...Im scared, that when I give my heart, it would be broken again. I don't want a boyfriend, i want a husband. Hmmm..But, to get the husband, we gotta go thru the boyfie process right?hmm..damn..But, anyway, it's still so bloody new. If he's really the one, like how my heart feels(opps,kantoi..LMAO), I hope it goes well. Coz if it's not, Im gonna soo not give a damn about love and feelings anymore. Penat weh...hahaha...

But, why is he on my mind alot? Damn...

u kno u love me,

-x.o.x.o.-

p/s: Im in love with this song now, I think this song goes to him.. ;)

Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin you

Sparks fly it’s like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s no where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And that the night is the thieves
Few moments when you open my mind to things I’ve never seen

Cuz when I’m kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place you’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you

Past loves they never got really far
Walls of pictures I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cuz when I’m kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place you’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

Cuz when I’m kissing you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place you’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you
When I’m kissing you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you

<3