bullshitting 101~#51 Lost another baby....

Life is just one fucked up shit, don't you all think so?

Well, if you have read my previous post, you'd know that i've lost a baby in June 2010,a day after my 24th birthday.

On 17th September 2010, I lost another baby, Soxy. She just vanished too, just like Rasta. Yeah, it's like double the cut on Nathra's heart. Nathra had 7 lives, now just 5.

Why is it just too damn hard? I have nothing, I gave my happiness away. I lived like shiet. I accepted everything. But the only one damn thing that gave me strength to carry on living, why did You have to take it away from me?