its been one month,one week now,still no calls...
im at the edge of giving up now..
but i still love him..
and im still waiting,and hope'ing..
what shud i do?
i need love...i want love..and i only want it from him..
he was my choosen one..
but then,maybe it is written in the book of life,
that i have to feel pain,suffer,n sadness..
because,almost all my life,thats what ive been going through...
it was never fair...never...
i think im losing it now..
arghh...
3 comments:
i think you really need to talk to someone going through what you are (well ok, not exactly), but just someone who can give you some tips and advice on how to stay strong and determined whilst your loved one is far away. you mentioned in your blog that one of your sisters not allowed to marry the one she loves? she may have some advice on how to be stong and what the best course of action is and how she manages to carry on with her life. That's what families are for, to support you in the tough times and to sail with you in the happy times.
i know seven months is a long time, but if he is worth the wait then just endure. if there is a genuine reason he has not been in touch, and you don't take that into consideration and start dating someone else, how is it going to be when he comes back? you can't change the past, though you can control your future!!!!!
All the best in finding the peace within yourself.
JESS
babe,jgn lh cm ni..i'm wory bout u...dun think bout it 2 much...do smtg dat will makes u feel better..dun b alone all de time k...tke cre
hmm..well..jess,thx for giving advise to me..i appreciate it..hmm..but its hard..my sister is not around..and i miss her so much..my bf..im gonna keep waiting..but,right now,what i can feel is,that,i miss him so much and ive been waiting a lil too long,that it just doesnt matter anymore to me..i just dont care anymore..hmm..
hafiz,dont worrie bout me..im fine..i wont go do stupid things la..hehe..i just,dunno la..hmm...how can i not be alone all the time..coz i am all alone all the time..hmm...
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