why?

its been a month now,and i still havent heard from iedrus..
what happened to him?i really dont know..
but i have this feeling like he forgotten my number...hmmm..
sad..so sad..how long more must i wait?
is it fair to be kept waiting?
is it fair to keep on waiting?
people out there,who is in love,but being left out,being pushed away..
thats not fair..
but mostly,it happens to girls..hmm...
why ya?
maybe we shud listen to beyonce's new song titled 'if i were a boy'..
its so true...hmmm...