WOW!! Feels like been
years since I last updated my blog....
So, I have a new job,
technically, not really new, been 3 months... I'm now working in a hospital,
yeah yeah, I know, a designer in a hospital...whatttt... but hey, peeps, EVERY
COMPANY NEEDS A DESIGNER occayyy.... :)
Neways, work is awesome.
For the 1st time in my life, I can actually say, "Hey, I love my
job!" They make me feel like a designer. I'm starting to feel like a
designer too. FINALLY! Thank God! They love my job, not only my boss, the
doctors too! YEAY!
And, yes, my love life is
getting better, I think. I found someone who could love me and accept me. And,
he fits the criteria I prayed for. Yeap, it's funny how I met him. Insyaallah,
he will be my husband. He can change me and bring me to the right path. But,
yeah, everytime there's a but ya? But, he's younger to me 5 years. Will the age
difference be a problem? Maybe it is? He's 21 but acting like 26, I'm 26 acting
like 21...Haa...I have young blood in me, and he's being very uncle2. LOL. But,
when I met him, for the 1st time in my life, I actually cried thanking God for
what God has given me (apart from my babies...)
Now, he's changing from
whom I actually 1st met. I'm coping up with accepting the changes. Yeah,
sometimes I get pissed, but when I'm alone, I sit and think about it, I am also
changing my self, to accept him. Coz I choose him, Coz God brought him to me,
so, I have to deal with it, Im saying this in a good way :)
Erm, oh, I actually found
a cat, Sophie, a long furred cat, she was perfecto! She does her business in d
toilet, waits for me before going out, very disciplined. But then, one day, she
went missing :( Was sooo sad. Even till today, I'd still pray she'd come back
and that I'd meet her again.
Shoots, since the death of
my neighbour's dog, BeeMan, I miss him so much till today. URGH!
Ya, and I found another
cat, medium long fur, took her from a Tomyam shop in Ampang. At first, she had
trouble living with my other cats, now, she's coping up well. I named her
Darling, coz she only response to that name.... Sigh~
There was something that
happened recently, something I did a month ago, I'd rather not say what. But, I
hope God could forgive me for what I've done. I'm hoping to forget that day...I
wish I cud erase my memories just for that period of time. Sigh* T.T
Anyways, so far so good.
I've stopped my depression pills, on my own, after I met my boyfriend. I feel
partially completed in life, but one more step to go before I completely feel
satisfied with life - Marriage.
I now want a baby so
badly. I wanna play dress up with him/her. I wanna bring him/her up in a good
way. I already have names for them too :) And, I have planned how I'm going to
bring him/her up, like how I heard an Ustaz was saying.
The 1st 7 years - love
him/her, treat them very manja'ly...
The 2nd 7 years - beat
them if needed, be strict to them...
The 3rd 7 years - be
friends with them, share problems with them...
The 4th 7 years - guide
them, but let them fly...
Yeah, sometimes I do
listen to the IKIM.fm....It's a good channel... :P
Anyways, gotta go
now...Will update again next time. Daym, need to write more poems again! Miss
writing, and ARGH, need to continue my novel!!!!! LMFAO~
Till then...
u know u love me,
-x.o.x.o.-
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