Crapping 101 #40 --> 20 things to be done to change by 27th June 2012!!

This is it. My list of what needs to be done to change to myself.

1) Work out like crazy, must loose tonnes of weight by 27th June 2012! This means, eat less too!!
2) Quit drinking if possible!
3) Cut down on doshing!
4) Do dangerous shiet that seemed to be so scary all these while! All those adventurous stuff. For a start, follow Tash for that whitewater rafting shiet! 
5) Believe and keep believing! Make it happen!
6) Change yourself, be a positive person! Don't put negative before positive all the time!
7) GROW UP! Be matured enough to take care of yourself!
8) Start taking up responsibilities, work hard and work smart! Rajinkan diri!!
9) Start socializing again! Be that awesome person you were once upon a time ago! You can do it! It will bring back your confidence!
10) Keep your hair long!!! Don't ever cut it again, unless it's just trimming! Keep it brown, with low lights strands!
11) Learn to wake up early on weekdays! Don't be late for work again! And don't skip work again PLEASE!
12) Start back on photography!!
13) Have faith in yourself!! Always believe that you can do it! Trust yourself before you trust others!
14) LOVE YOURSELF MORE, LOVE YOURSELF FIRST!!
15) Learn to take care of yourself! Be independent!
16) Once you loose all those fats, go for castings, go for modelling auditions!!
17) Start being a girl, but don't loose that gangster in you!
18) STOP BEING A COWARD! If you have something to say, just say! Don't be scared of life! Life is too short to be a coward!
19) Stop whining, stop crying!
20) GET THAT THING YOU WANT SO BADLY! GET IT BACK! WIN IT BACK! 

You can do it Nathra!! You can!! I know you can and you will... People will see you and say 'damn, whos that rocking chic?' Muahahaha... People who dumped you will regret dumping you!!


This is your future! Live it, love it, do it, practice it! All for your own good!! Pain is nothing! What you will gain out of it, is SOMETHING you'd treasure all your life!


Let's start from now onwards!! WOOT WOOT~

u kno u love me,
-x.o.x.o.-