bullshitting 101~#67 - Those were the days.

WOW!!

I've been in a war for 3 years, since September 2007, and now, my war is coming to an end.

My final battles will be on the 26th November 2010 and 27th November 2010. It's just matter of days now.

Will I win this war? Im positive that I will! I believe in myself! :)

Neway, the story goes like this...

In September 2007, I wasn't happy at all being in TOA, honestly. haha..But, what the heck, I had to please my mom. I remember the 1st day of orientation clearly. I saw 2 empty seats in between L and N. I choose to sit beside N..That day, I had a look that on my face that clearly said 'u talk to me, im gonna kill u!!i dont wanna be here!'..LOL...and this N, wow, she had the guts to talk to me weh. She said 'so, what course r u taking', on my mind i said 'why the fuck r u talking to me' but i turned to her, smiled, and said 'advertising'. haha..and who knew she'd be my awesome best friend. haha..then when registering, i saw cik P(u kno who u r)..I was leaning agaisnt the wall,near cik P. she was all sooo bubbly..and in my heart, i said 'oh,look at this girl, stupid bimbo'(no offense cik P), then, who knew cik P wud be my awesome best friend too...LOL!!!

Oh, i couldnt forget those 'im gonna quit' and 'i wanna die' days too. hahaha...looking back at 3 years of the past, wow, it really makes me laugh. Gosh, and those running to the toilet, crying hard in the toilet cubicles, having panic attacks, leaving scars on my hands. Oh dear, those were scary moments. Oh, not forgetting those shaking and sweating while doing presentations, hah, I practically drenched in my sweat. I often say ‘I’m going to burn down TOA’ too, and cursed everyone (I don’t mean it!!)..Funny moments!!

There were really sad ones too. The time when I had a huge cold war with cik P. Loosing her as a best friend that was hard to handle. But as time goes by, I’m sure it will be forgotten. I’m glad she’s happy. :) Oh, and I was ALWAYS hanging out at her place back then. Fell in love with a boy, her neighbour. Damn, I thought Ied was really ‘the one’. Stalking him after he came back from sabah. Wow, believe it or not, I am a pretty good stalker, I can totally work as a P.I. LOL…But, till today, he’s always in my heart…..Even my closet, and my wallet…LMAO~

There was also the part where my family doesn’t know the truth. Hehe. I purposely failed, twice. But, without realizing, the purposely failing would change me from a happy talkative person in class, to a anti-socializing person. Before, I would always be the leader, I have friends to go to lunch with, hang out with. But I failed and had to go down to a lower batch. Man that killed the happy me. Haha. But, I learned a lot from failing though. Failing is not wrong; failing is just a part of learning. :)

Well, anyhow, all this falling down, no matter how many times I fell, one thing I learnt, I would always get up, stand tall, and walk again. It made me a stronger person. I gained so much experience. Well, tell ya d truth, the experience I have in me, seriously doesn’t fit my age, I should be 30 or more. Haha. Lucky me I guess. ;p

Neway, TOA has taught me a lot, it’s just more than education, it’s about life, friends, people, experience, happiness, sadness and a whole lot more. I’m glad my mom chose to put me in TOA. Thank you TOA :)

u know u love me,

-x.o.x.o.-