bullshitting 101~#58 Life is sweet when u make it sweet...

Dear readers,

If you are one of those sick minded people, like me(haha), you should probably listen to the song by The Band Perry titled If I Die Young. It made me want to write this post. Watch the video too. It's very sweet. The video is awesome, beautiful colour.

Here, the lyrics:

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town says he'll, love my forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when your dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls 

I would sing this song, anytime, all the time..

Look, life is one great thing ever given to us by God. Who knew a beautiful song would make me open my eyes to that. I'm going to appreciate the time I have in this world. All this while, I've been complaining to not have love, and how life is full of shietzos...Now, it's time to throw all that away. Embrace life as I still can. 

I have love all around me. 

I have parents. 

I have sisters. 

I have a great nephew and an awesome brother in law.

They all love me. 

What more, I have 5 beautiful awesome best babies(cats) and 2 amazing tortoise. Somehow, we speak the same language(lol)..

I have amazing aunties and uncles who understand what I go through. 

I have good friends who understands my situation and somehow helps me in everyway. 

I have a great friend(boyfie?) who makes me happy each time we meet face to face, so what if he doesn't calls, so what if there's whatever shietzos going on, but, what matters is, when we meet, it feels like there's just the two of us living on earth. Nothing else matters. He makes me smile all the time. He makes me laugh. He's the sunshine that shines through my darkest days. He's the voice in my laughter. And he makes me feels appreciated and loved. And he cares and listen.

And lastly, I have God with me, who loves me just as much as he loves all his creations. He gives me strength to carry on. He puts faith in myself. He makes it all amazing.

What more do I need? I know that they will come through for me when I need them.

I have to break out from the bad thoughts I have all this 24 years on my mind.

I know I can pull through it. I can make it through.

I believe in myself.

u kno u love me,

-x.o.x.o.-