-This Is Me-

Sometimes,

As I sit up on my bed,

I would cry so hard,

So hard that I couldn't feel my tears...

Sometimes,

As I think to myself,

I would get so confused,

So confused that I just can't think anymore...

Sometimes,

As I fall in love,

I would love so much,

So much that I could feel my heart cries...

Sometimes,

As I get hurt,

I would get hurt so badly,

So badly that I feel like breaking things...

Sometimes,

As I get upset,

I would feel so sad,

So sad that I wish to go as far as I could...

Sometimes,

As I face the mirror,

I would feel so regretful and pity,

So regretful and pity that I would question myself, 'Why did I turn into a bad monster?'

Sometimes, I wish there were more happiness to life,

Sometimes, I wish I could just be naked and show my trueself,

Sometimes, I wish I could turn back the time,

Sometimes, I wish to be someone else,

Sometimes, I wish that I was unborn,

Sometimes, I wish to go far away, to a place where Im a complete stranger to everyone,

Sometimes, I wish this climb of life wouldn't be so hard,

Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so different than all of you,

Sometimes, I wish I would wake up one day thinking that all that has happen throughout my life was just a dream, a bad dream.

But then, sometimes,

To think about all this,

I am just, me...

We are all unique in our own ways,

Sometimes, maybe,

We should just accept it all,

Strengthen up, and suck it up like a soldier,

But then,

I am who I am,

I am, ME...

written on 5th November 2009,

at 8am

u know u love me,

xoxo