Saturday, June 20, 2009

Bullshitting101~#2

written on: 18th June 2009(before i came to my senses)

well,once upon a time,i learned that if you love someone,you gotta learn to let the person go...
yes,i am ready to let the person go...
but kan,like i said,and many people say,EVERYONE DESERVE A 2ND CHANCE la...
i must fight for it..right?
hmm..if i give up,like how i always give up,then,no point la...no point in living..
but,the thing that pisses me off,is that u dont quit something u just started la!!haishh...
sadis taw...sadis...cam pengecut pun ada...macam pesalah pun ada...uhhhh,cheeky..hehehe
he...
aku memang merindui dia,yeah,i do really miss him...but,i cant force someone into loving me la kan..hehe..i only can hope..and dream..and keep on dreaming..but we did have a plan..didnt we..but its ok...maybe i wasnt the one who was suppose to be in that plan..its ok..i totally understand...
people,remember,"DONT EVER LEAVE SOMEONE HANGING WITH A MILLION QUESTIONS"
people,remember,"DO NOT QUIT SOMETHING U STARTED,IF U WANNA QUIT,DONT START IT.."
same goes to marriage...
hahaha...well,i guess,when u r really heartbroken crashed crushed(wow),u just go crazy for a bit,but,if u r strong enuf,u can move on,u can do it,even though the memories haunts u down...but i know,i am strong enuf..and at least,i changed..thanks for that special person who made me change...i became a lil bit more girly,and i feel hard to simply swear,and i sing happy songs like 'always look at the bright side of life'...hehehe...
but,somehow,i tot that person was different,really different,but,it turns out that he was just the same as the others...takperla...kita belajar dari pengajaran...
aku pun xkan jadi pushy...aku akan jadi penyabar...and,who knows,soon,nathra will wear tudung(feels like it laaaaa)...hehehe...neways,
i love that person,and always will...but i will mend back my broken heart like i always do...hehehehe...
but,hey,THANK U...

~xoxo

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