bullshitting101~#1

life isn't as bad as i thought it is..
doesn't mean that, one thing in your life goes away,you gotta be down..
if you have great friends,they just know how to make u feel better..
well,shit happens in life,rite?and,everything happens for a reason..
and,i know,everybody hates to be left hanging...hmm..
i wonder,what awaits me ahead..
will i end up having the one i love as the one?
will i be working in the advertising line as what im studying now?
will i be a successful person?
will i have a great life ahead?
will i be able to move on in life when im heartbroken?
i guess,its up to me right?its how i colour that white piece of cloth...
yeah...after all this crying and saying that i wanna die and stupid stuff like that,
i came to my senses...i came back to earth...i can do it..so what if just because of one stupid shit that happened,i have to screw up...unless,i am and was born to just screw up(hehehe)...
well,one thing u all gotta know,nathra is a very very negative and impatient person...
oh,talking about impatient,
dear friends,who've ive hurt,no matter what way ive hurt u,i wanna apologize..
and,people,remember,no matter how lost u feel,how angry u feel,how stupid u feel,EVERYONE DESERVE A 2ND CHANCE...
and,to all u mabukers out there-"DRINKING IS NOT A SOLUTION!!!"
and,to all u cowards or messed up people out there,-"TALKING IS THE BEST SOLUTION"~that's what adults do(if u say u r matured laaa)...

p/s:sorrie if this note singgung u readers feelings...this is my bullshitting mind speaking...hehe..
~XOXO