"How Does It Feel"
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly
I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly
[Chorus]
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?
I'm young, and I am free
But I get tired, and I get weak
I get lost, and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Would you comfort me
Would you cry with me;
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
I am small and the world is big
But I'm not afraid of anything;
[Chorus x2]
[Ending (background)]
How does it feel [x2]
Different from me, different...
(ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah,
ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah)
this song,represent my feelings at this very moment..been few days actually..i feel so lost..i feel so confused..i think i have a problem,but i cant seem to identify it..is it bcoz of ied?or bcoz of parents?or bcoz its just time of my life,againnnn??hmmm...gosh,i've been day dreaming this past few days..like im in my own world..termenung sorang2..even when i drive..but i dont know what im thinking of...
i need to get away....just away from everyone..everything..
i feel so tired...sooo tired...
im just a 22+year old girl..
but the things i have to face,is like a 10person's things n problems...hmmmm...
when?when will all this stop?
one after one after one after one...
im too tired..
i asked myself..i asked god..
what's the point of me,still breathing,still living in this world...
coz im so tired..too tired..
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly
I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly
[Chorus]
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?
I'm young, and I am free
But I get tired, and I get weak
I get lost, and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Would you comfort me
Would you cry with me;
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
I am small and the world is big
But I'm not afraid of anything;
[Chorus x2]
[Ending (background)]
How does it feel [x2]
Different from me, different...
(ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah,
ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah)
this song,represent my feelings at this very moment..been few days actually..i feel so lost..i feel so confused..i think i have a problem,but i cant seem to identify it..is it bcoz of ied?or bcoz of parents?or bcoz its just time of my life,againnnn??hmmm...gosh,i've been day dreaming this past few days..like im in my own world..termenung sorang2..even when i drive..but i dont know what im thinking of...
i need to get away....just away from everyone..everything..
i feel so tired...sooo tired...
im just a 22+year old girl..
but the things i have to face,is like a 10person's things n problems...hmmmm...
when?when will all this stop?
one after one after one after one...
im too tired..
i asked myself..i asked god..
what's the point of me,still breathing,still living in this world...
coz im so tired..too tired..
3 comments:
hehe..avril's song!
I don't know man..it sounds like u got loads of prob in ur head and at the same time, u managed to go through it and get out of it. In tht sense, I really think u r strong, nat :) tears and scars doesnt show u r weak, but its pretty normal. Kita kan manusia, mmg la not 100% perfect at things, so tkder la 100% strong woman kan> :D
I think it's just tht certain peak time, where probs go big.. Wish u all the best buddy. Call me when u need me. hehe.
Sounds a lot like me at that moment of my life. I spent days asking what is wrong with me, nobody came up with a satisfying answer. To the extent questioning my own existence, I question the point of me living. Really, I felt so cold and alone at that time, I feel like being invisible, go to a new place and be erased from all's memory. There wasn't really a huge problem going on, its just that suddenly, all the sadness in the past emerged back, and some little sadness in the recent years piles up in the head stressing the heck outta me. Even with friends and families around you just don't feel like approaching them, not because you dislike their company, but you don't know what is wrong with you, and you fail to explain that to everyone, and fear that everyone will take it for granted and misunderstood you.
What I did is i seek comfort anonymously, in blogs, help forums and such. I think you're in a mid of depression. You should go and see someone, a friend you trust, or a professional to help you out. Trust me; this can lead to a much more serious damage.
Just some person here passing by and leaving a bit of words >.)
dear hky,thanks for that great comment..its like,u knoe me..i cant believe that someone actually out there has felt it before..exact like how i feel..its like,u've been in my shoe...wow..thank u so much..
dear pern,thanks babe..i dont know how i managed to go through it..but,i did yeah?hmm..but im at the edge of losing hope,again now..hmm..and babe,i wont call u wen i need u,coz,i will always call u even wen i dont need u..u kan my bff!!hehe...
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