-perhaps-

im sitting in the dark,
im trying to figure out this life,
i cant find my path,
i cant understand life,
i dont know what i want,
what i want to be,
if i ever know about it,
how am i going to complete it,
im normal..not disable,
then why cant i live normal?
why cant i be asured of my life?
maybe i should end this life,
but then,i still have my loved ones,
they are there for me..
my family,my pets,and my special friend..
perhaps i shall change,
i must try achieving dreams,
after all...i still have my loved ones...

-created on 8th june 2003-